FOREVER..or never?

gonna keep it short and sweet.. coz i aint really in the mood to blogg... just wanted to put this stuff somewhere...

woke up.. supposed to meet otah they all for a movie.. but couldn't make it.. so ya.. then went to lit course.. rather funn... then headed to feiju party.. played abit of soccer with kajie bert and gladd.. then went off to the pit..went to bathe.. came back dowwnn.. then later go up again.. yada yada yada... then erm.. played abit of ps2.. then went to watch them sing... after most of them left.. decided to sing.. hahahah.. sang my favourite..''a whole new world''!!.. hahahah.. sang it with april.. was niceeee.. hahahaha..now im back here blogging.. this is crappp... im a horrible person.. one by one i piss my frens offf.. or argue with them.. its crappp.. me me me... would it be better if i just dun talk to aniwan.. and alwaes keep to myself.. will there be less arguments.?.. will i be a better person?... first li chin.. now message her like wan to fight liddat... then ernest.. talk to him only not happy.. say got thing to say to me.. but im no ready to accept it.. if im not ready now.. i never will be.. face it... this is crapp... perhapss.. this is the way i ended my pri skool life.. guess its only normal.. that i end my sec school this way.. whoevers reading this.. ani one of my frens.. perhaps u could tell me more.. or should i just go wad i sayyy.. keep to myself.. concentrate on my studies.. will i be a better person?... will it be better if i din exist.. perhaps for some ppl i guess... my life is crapp.. but then again.. hus isin't?... well.. i actually messaged li chin.. wanted to talk it out.. but guess wad?.. surprise surprise.. or maybe not.. she din reply.. so ya... and ernest ur probably reading this.. hope li chin could.. perhaps... well.. someone once told me..''theres no such thing as forever to me''... somehow.. thats all coming true.. theres no such thing as frens.. forever... i guess.. i have lost 3 close frens in my life.. guess i'll just be adding to the list huh?.. so much for the promise lc.. if u rmb...doubt u do.. plus u aint even reading this...



well... so much for a short postt... well. like i always say.. perhapsss...


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9yrs and counting..

kindtwinpebbling soull....