what if...?

what if what if what if... hmm

what if i wasn't born..
what if i din meet my friends..
what if i had a different name..
what if i like someone..
what if its wrong for me to like that someone..
what if friendship can turn to relationship...
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so many what ifss.. hmm.. had a weird dream last nightt... me and a girll together... a good frennn.. was wrongg manns... hahahah.. aniwaes.. i got a NEW PHONE!!.. hahahah.. sony ericsson W850i...hahahahah.. mom bought for me... hahahaha.. but ahh.. the best part is.. my dearest bestyy.. amanda... when i told her i bought a new fone.. she oso said she bought a new fone. turns out. .we bought exactly the same fone..same colour.. so cool mannss... fate ah fate... hahahahaha... aniwaes... monday had mt o level. .was quite okay in my opinion.. hope i do well... hoping hoping... then ermm.. after mt o level went to ngee ann poly.. .was quite funnn.. hahahaha.. played wtih wires and stuff... hahahaha... if connect correctly the light will light up.. hahahahah.. then had loads of fun in the bus... kajie aslam farid and ros were highhh mannsss.. so ufnny larhh.. laugh until crazyy... hahaha
then ermm.. tuesday... had orall.. wass quite okay.. talked alott.. so hope it turns out alright... then after oral went homeee... sleepp.. hahahaha.. todayy.. had maths in the morning.. at 10.30-12.. then next lesson was at 3.. lazed around for 3 hrs in school.. so sian.. then poa until 4.30.. waited for zao till like 5.50.. anoter 1hr++... hahahha.. then headed to parkway for dinner.. wwhere we met lc clarissa.. gerald fatin... then headed homeee.... oh and i saw this aladdin towell... sooo nice larhhhh.. soo soo nice.. im so fascinated by aladdin.. someone get me aladdin stuff manns!... i so love it!.. hahahahhah...

you you you... each time i see you.. the smile constantly on ur face.. so lovelyy... if onlyy..

aniwaes.. thats bout it...

i love you

youuu...

butt..

i shouldn't...

its wrong...

perhapss...

if only...

WHAT IF...




``the heart has reasons... that reason cannot know