lost

26/2/08

im so lost..

im sure u suspect something..

and yeahh. ur not wrong..

im missing you badly.. yet i can't bring myself to talk to you..

its been.. like 8 days since i talked to you.. yet its seems soo longgg!

if you're reading this.. pls pls pls.. drop me a msg.. as a fren. .saying a nice hi!..

aniwaes.. lifes been like thatt... went out with 18 other ppl to catch L changed to world.. Rimiko went too!.. was nice.. she was abit quiet though!.. felt bad.. movie sucked thoughh... seriously.. hahahaha.. oh well. .at least the ppl were nice.. :P. been lazing around.. ALOT.. putting on lots and lots of weight.. hahahah.. been tinking bout you alott!.. hai.. .aniwaes.. have yet to catch up with manda.. been wanting to for damn long.. neva found the time.. hahaha.. we'll catch up soon!.. =).. played soccer todayy.. tiring.. backache.. but was fun.. hahaha.. then headed to play CS.. nicee.. been damn long since i played.. so yeahh..

aniwaes.. girl.. i feel you have the right to know.. i know you dun like things to be kept from you.. hear me out a while yeahh.. its been 2 years.. i hope u understand... i know recently we've grown closer as frens.. and i know for me to drop something like this would be spoiling what we have now.. but i'm sorry!.. i really hope you understand.. if frens is all you wanna be.. i promise you this..frens is all we will be.. and nothing else.. i would rather have a friend i can talk to.. than to have the girl i like avoid me... sorry again to drop this on you.. i hope u understand.. =)..

lotsa love.. =)..