its been a while

rmb this?.. rmb what i told you?.. :D

its been a whilee...

since..

i last blogged..

we last talked..

hahahahaha..

aniwaes.. schools started... been fine so far.. quite happy with my timetable.. though i have no free day.. but i end early on mon wed fri. .so it all works out well.. but long busrides are really really sucky.. makes u think alot.. and i mean alot.. and when ur listening to music.. the songs somehow makes it worse.. when u dun wanna hear that particular song. it tends to play.. oh well.. god has to have his fun as well.. hahahah.. aniwaes.. its been really really long since i last talked to you.. and honestly.. i miss you.. i miss our friendship.. i miss how we gossiped and chitchat till late at night.. i miss talking to you on the phone.. i miss everything!.. hope it'll be alright soon.. and hope it'll be back to normal soon!..

aniwaes.. today on the way back from school.. i seriously spent the whole ride tinking.. tinking bout you.. tinking bout everything bout you.. looked at our pic.. oh well.. to the extent.. i missed my stop..

i know i maybe a nuisance.. a pest.. and irritant.. i hope u understand that i am not.. and if u give me a chance.. i can show you who i really am..

people have said to me..''why put yourself through the pain.. just give up.. look at ur situation now.. all it can bring u is more pain.. just give it up.. and move on''..

i just reply..'' i can't.''

I MISS YOU..

pls pls pls.. if you're reading this..

though i honestly will say i want something more.. but i wanna be your friend.. i wanna be there.. i wanna be part of your life..

im sorry for everything.. what you've heard.. im not sure either.. whether its true.. its up to you to decide.. but whatever happens. or has happened.. if its my fault.. i sincerely apologise

`sometimes what you hear, may not necessarily be the truth.. but whether it influences ur decision, it changes ur mindset depends entirely on whether you believe it.