anyways, have u ever lied/layed( sorry.. english rusty) on your bed and couldn't sleep?. Then u start thinking about alot alot alot of things?. like the girl/guy you like?. IT SUCKS. espescially when the person your thinking of is someone u know u'll never get. arghh.. every night has been like that for the past wk for me. trying trying trying not to tink so much. can't help it. when ur on ur bed and trying to sleep. u kinda have nothing else to do. oh well.. i'll try my best with it. and i read the testimonial you wrote me, or at least back when it was called a testimonial. funny how things change huh?. i dunno if you're reading this, if you are, let me know=).. even if u don't wan others to know, say something only we noe.. =). i'll know its you. anyways, just wanted to say that i really really really miss the time when we were like brother and sister. i would honestly give anything to have that back. i noe its hard for you to trust me after it happened again. but please.. i honestly miss the friendship and would give the world to have it back. hope you read this somehow.. :)




that was from a previous post.. nvm that.. just hope you do. :D

anyways, Send is back!
today had my first psycho lecture. hahaha!.. psychology. supposed to be on monday.. but i ponned that. so i went today with cherelle and jocelyn. was pretty interesting. but it was partly due to the lecturer. she was pretty interesting. im guessing with any other lecturer it'll be pretty boring. aniwaes. after that 3 of us went to buy notes and then i headed to library. read abit and slept. hahaha. then.. lecture again.. microecons.. yada yada yada.. boring. i even managed to draw a man on my book. not a very good looking one though. hahaha.. his eyes are disfigured.. oh well.. then erm.. headed home.. ate and then.. sleptt... till ike 6.15 and i was suppose to meet mos they all at tamp at 7.. how smart huh?. hahaha.. oh well.. reached there bout 7.20..glad mos jason otah send suf lie seantay teo weijun wing.. had dinner and sad down outside chit chat for a while. they all smoked cept me tah glad and lie oh and weijun. then headed to arcade a while.. and home!.. so yeahh.. tmrw soccer with send.. cyah!..



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