Lost the feeling

The feeling to blog is slowly fading away.. totally no mood.. seems like now everytime i blog.. its becoz i just need a space to let it all out. but then again, i hold some things backk..

oh well.. Basically i can't really rmb whats been going on.. i shall start from last friday..

Friday- Went to school for HR. .which was pretty much slack all the wayy.. then had lunch in biz park.. slackked.. then headed for our last APEL class.. it was nice.. pretty much slack too.. i realise that the littlest things are the ones that make you feel good. basically.. my CP went through our portfolios and left comments.. this is wad mine said..

Hi John,
Good Effort Thanks.
Fun to have you in class. Keep up with your jovial self.
Ms Thio.

Though it didn't mean much. i felt good after reading it. i felt happy. oh well.. i can't rmb what i did for the rest of friday.. but oh well.. i kinda liked my CP this year.. she's so much better than the one i had in Year 1.. but then again, the company was better in year 1.. thats life i guess.. give and take.. =)

Saturday- had a biz finance test at 10.. i woke up.. at 10.. hahaha!.. so of course i din go.. took MC.. then ermm.. pretty much slacked the day away.. evening i had dinner with grandma. after that headed to meet ros and the rest at timbre. it was raining heavily.. but in the end we got a seat inside.. so it all turned out good.. was really relaxing after hectic week.. but its starts again.. so.. aniwaes.. good drinks.. good music.. good company.. anyways.. ghaz bought drinks for us.. which was nice.. then reached home bout 3..

Sunday- Went for lunch with family.. ate peranakan food.. which was not badd.. miss grandmas cooking though.. shes too weak to cook now.. i dun wanna blog about her.. i'll just break into tears.. uncle says shes not got long left.. so yeahh.. aniwaes.. cna't rmb what else..

Monday- Biz finance in the morning.. slackk.. i totally lost in the topics.. so ya.. then after that met my jap grp for project.. which was quite fast.. then biz park for lunch.. and studied till 6.. for my jap test.. homee.. dinnered.. thenn.. yeahh.. pretty much it.. i realise the update on the days get shorter as i type..

`the heart has reasons that reason cannot know.