Weird

Timetable is out..

diff class from matt, veto, chester..
damn suay.. i dunno anyone from my class.. damn saddd.. wtf.
and just now,
i had this weird feeling come over me.. like.. my mind went blank.. and suddenly felt super depressed.. i dunno why... damn sudden..

now still feeling it..

damn freaky.. like something went through me.. and i kinda believe it..
coz i suddenly felt liek i have no energy..
and like nothing to live for..
like no mood..
i dunno how to explain it.. but it was super scary..
first time in my life..
it sounds made up. but i'm telling you its not..
i'm not so free to make up this kind of thing
at that moment..

u noe how i felt?.. suddenly i felt that like. i cannot be happy anymore.. like all i can feel is sadness.. u noe.. its super scary.. now i'm actually quite happy i was talking to you.. coz at that moment.. i feel like suddenly i got nothing to live for.. suddenly no meaning in life.. that kind of feeling you noe.. i'm damn scared now..

`your mind can do wonders