how?

how do i say something i really want to say?

Without letting what i've said affect whats happening now?

how do i let you know without letting it affect our friendship?

how do i?

every night i ponder,
and every night i come to the same conclusion

perhaps its best if i just don't say anything.

but then again, every night i tell myself
"you'll regret not telling her, better to have said what you wanted and deal with the outcome, rather than spending your whole life wondering what could have been"

so? how?

`you're the reason i go to school even if i'm sick. you just make it all go away. =)