what week issit?

ehh i lost track of wad wk of SIP it is already. oh well.

anyways work has been okay i guess. pretty boring but it's coz i'm not the type that can sit down and do work for the whole day. not coz i have nothing to do. i guess i gotta thank chrystle for like. helping me to pass my day faster.. hahaha.. and of course the other ppl that i talk to on msn quite often.. drus too.. dunno if you're reading this drus. if you are drop a comment!. =)

so anyways.. i was thinking about the whole charm thing.. yes i've moved on. or rather i think i'm still moving on.. but thats besides the fact.. anyways. erm. i guess everything is realy complicated.. and i kinda hate it. coz shes like another friend i've lost coz of this kinda thing. and i've decided.. even though i kinda have SLIGHT feelings for another friend. i guess i think the friendship is way more important to me now.. plus the feeling of rejection sucks to the max. so unless this girl tells me she likes me. i guess i'm not gonna do anything. once bitten twice shy i guess. so i mean. i don't think it'll kill me not to tell the person i like her. in the future i guess thats what i'll do. call me pessimistic or like silly or whatever but i guess i've been dealt too many blows to have any confidence in anything already. plus i've already decided i'm not gonna act on it since i aint sure that i really like her like i liked charm. but feelings are developing i guess. but liek i said. will prioritise friendship over naything else now. =)

anyways. other than that. been wanting to catch up with friends and all.. like jy and co.. cherelle.. but yeah.. just really haven't had the time.. SIP kills your social life.

so yup. thats about it. i've been updating less since i've like started SIP. too little time.

on a happy note.. i won $17 at poker today. =)

`looks like we've made it, look how far we've come my baby.