Worried.

have a really bad feeling about tmrws CEM paper.. dunno why.. maybe coz i've been focusing ALOT of time of MA.. which i tink is okay coz MA is really the hardest of the 4 subjects. oh well.. hoping for the best..

anyways.. my feelings for charm doesn't feel the same.. i mean i do still have the same feelings for her. but now.. since its been long since we've talked. and its been long since we spoke really like friends.. and the fact that its been liddat is making me feel a love/hate thing for her.. i totally am crazy about her.. and i totally love her.. but i hate the fact that shes sorta avoiding the fact.. and also sorta treating me different.. i hate that.. so conclusion: do i still love her like i used to?. do i still have the same feelings for her?.. i'm confused. when love and hate collide. haii

on a seperate note.. like i mentioned in my previous post. i realise that through observing and all.. i'm starting to like have a slight spur of feelings for another girl.. and i itnk it might be true.. or rather i'm not too sure yet.. but i still love charm. .thats for sure.. oh well. i dunno!

oh anyway. on a random note.. i tried changing my hair parting.. and after i did. my head felt heavier. HAHA. oh well..

oh anddd andd.. you know how facebook has this sidebar thing that reminds you to like say hi to random ppl?.. oh wlel.. charmaine has been on my side bar and facebook keeps asking me to say hello and hi to her.. so should i?..

oh annd and and.. my internship is at this company called Edward Whistler International. go goole it.. looks crazy busy man.. oh well.. its in beach road.. so thats okay i guess.. hope everything goes fine.. oh i forgot to mention.. out of so many ppl in our class.. me and charm got the same LO for our internship. so fated uh?

till next time. which is probably after exams, TATA~~ shall leave you with a video of my girlfriend.. =)




ps: god pls be good and give me an easy CEM and MA paper!

`and from your lips she drew the hallelujah