Haven't had the inspiration to blog, life has been pretty boring.
Fine, not boring, but I don't really like blogging about trips.
So summarizing everything, I headed to Malacca/Melaka and Batam this week. Both pretty fruitful trips, nothing amazing or inspiring happened.
I guess the most "blog-worthy" thing about the 2 trips was that I spent almost every waking minute of it thinking about a girl. Who's this girl?
Let's just say she's special.
Just as I mention that, another "blog-worthy" topic came to mind. Recently, a girl I used to have a crush on in my secondary school days started messaging me again. Like I mentioned in one of my previous posts, I believe it was called "Soft spot", something along those lines. Anyway I'm drifting from the point. This girl, started messaging me out of the blue as if we've been talking all along, asking for advice on guys and all. I'm not saying I'm not willing to help, I admit I'll always have that soft spot for her, but what bothered me more was how it was so random.
We haven't spoken in months, or rather years and when we do speak it's really short. It all started with me meeting her at the Taylor Swift concert (AWESOME by the way, but that's irrelevant for now). Things just got better from there.
Whats so random about that you might be wondering? I believe if you hit the archives button on the right you'd probably realise why. Just for those who are too lazy, this girl, Yiwen, avoided me almost my whole secondary school life and a couple of years after. That was what made it weird.
I guess it just takes time for someone to be comfortable again with another person. I believe I made her really uncomfortable when she found out about my feelings for her. It took 3 years before we started talking again, maybe more. However, I'm REALLY glad we're better now. It's one of the 2 friendships I hoped to get back. The other being Charmaine. I guess time will tell then.
Just for knowledge purposes, Yiwen wasn't that special girl I was thinking of.
Till next time.
`Time heals many wounds, it healed mine.
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