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i just realised, that every show i watch. i will picture myself as the person in the show. hahaha. then like feel how the person feels. really. sometimes the person in the show like emo. i oso will feel that way.. weird huh?.

ANYWAYS. din go to school today. coz its only 1 lecture and i'll go tmrw to aprils one. then nothing much.. i met my class already.. silence man.. seriously.. or at least the 1st tutorial la.. but the second one still got talk abit.. but not much oso.. oh well. .shall see as it goes along. aniwaes.. i noe its nothing to ponder over.. but it just hit me when my Biz finance tutor said..'' Once trust is lost, it is very difficult to get back." though he din mean it that way.. but i just started thinking. coz class oso so silent not like 1b15 havoc.. hahaha!. so i just started thinking alot la.. oh well. quite true i guess.. thenn lets see what else.. ohh.. i met ly chris shariffa hongjie cherelle for lunch.. damien came later oso.. was nice.. chit chat with them abit.. more with hong jie la.. coz me and him sat one table while the girls sat the other. was happy that day. but the sian part was i had a 5 hr break. so i went to play billiard with alson. lost la.. met javier and garner there oso.. and garner twin.. hahaha.. alson and me both thought he look like garner.. oh ya.. forgot to mention that i met ah pui.. jy and weiying while having lunch.. funny part was i msging jy when we both were in the same canteen.. hahahah.. oh ya.. after billiard.. head back to school.. for a 40min lesson.. stupid.. oh met cherelle again.. hahaha.. she was having lesson to 6.. thenn.. dinner with family.. then.. oh.. CS with bro and sis.. hahahhaah

today was buffet with mum she brought me and sis to some hotel to eat buffet.. food was okay la.. not bad.. then after that she headed to play jackpot. they had a dress code and i was in berms and slippers. .so ya.. then.. home.. slept.. then woke up.. nothing much la.. then thats it i guess..

if you're happy, i'm happy. =)

`Once trust is lost, it is very difficult to get back

Weekend passed too fast

i feel the weekend passed too fast...
seriously..

anyways.. friday. ended school at 11.. then headed home coz i was super tired.. slept from bout 1 to 4? 5?.. then met with jy and otah to get ah puis present.. then later.. headed down to bugis.. had dinner at fish and co to sorta celebrate her bday.. me otah jy alson and april.. then we were deciding wad to do after.. then decided to head to katong near my house there play lan.. but jy and otah came from school. .so they wanted to go home bathe first.. then by the time everyone bathe go home and back and everything was already bout 11 plus.. reaching 12 already.. then li chin and garner came too.. then played L4D.. was fun.. then headed to.. my house.. to play mahjong.. me garner lc and ah pui played.. then otah jy and alson slept.. bout 5 liddat jy and alson left.. then me garner lc and april were abit tired ah.. like abit slow ah.. hahaha!.. started chit chatting during mahjong oso.. thenn later.. finished already then april slept.. then me garner and lc were still talking.. but more me and lc la.. garner slept after a while.. me and her chit chat quite abit.. long while since we talked.. then later.. she looked super tired.. so i told her to slp too.. oh btw.. throughout this whole time otah was sleeping.. hahaha!.. then they all slept.. i had to stay up coz the ironing lady that comes to my house every sat was coming and my dad was going out.. so yupp.. had to stay awake.. then she ironed from bout 7-10 plus 11.. i fell asleep in between a while.. then woke up ah.. coz she wanted to leave then need to pay her.. then bout 12 plus liddat lc and garner left.. then bout 1 otah and april left.. otah din even noe the maid came.. hahaaha.. then april very cute ah.. my bro sis and dad were talking in the living room where they sleeping.. then as they talking.. april sat up.. then she was in between the conversation..then she look at them.. then she abit blur.. cute ah. hahaha!.. then she dunno wad to do.. dunno should say hi anot.. then she decided to go back to sleep..hahahaha!.. damn funny la!.. hahaha.. aniwaes.. it was a fun night.. =)..

so after that i slept the afternoon until bout 3 plus.. woke up to eat.. then from but 4 plus slept till bout 9 plus.. watched liverpool match.. then ermm..ate dinner.. thenn.. watched man u match.. then slept after that.. then today woke up bout 12?... then went downstairs and fell asleep on the couch till bout 1.. then ate till bout 2.. then went out with family.. they ate long johns at post office there.. then went there.. did some grocery shopping at NTUC.. then home.. then went to watch bros match at broadrick.. then home.. parkway bought dinner.. then.. home.. watched star awards.. hahaha.. qutie interesting ah.. thenn.. watched wads left of the arsenal game.. then now here.. hahahaha..

aniwaes.. that day i had a weird feeling.. interesting actually.. i dunno why i had it oso.. like.. i dunno lehh.. it was nice though.. =).. i felt the same thing when i started to like you.. hahahaha.. oh well.. hahahaa.. we shall see..

for more info. pls contact john at..
sound like some advertisement siahh.. hahahaha.

oh im meeting chris they all for lunch tmrw.. :D.. nicee.. other than that.. nothing else i guess..
Cyah soon.

`希望他是真的比我还要爱你 我才会逼自己离开

oh well

I feel like the stupidest person in the world. Oh well, its for good i guess.

lets see.. today i din go MBS lecture. but april help me take notes. .so not so bad.. anyways.. today had my CDS tutorials.. quite fun i must say.. french was first. din noe anyone there.. when i first saw my tutor. he looked like a typical chinese man. like he learned french or something. but when he started talking. TOTALLY not. he is from france. and he's got a very very strong french accent.. then the lesson was fun.. really. at first i kept laughin at his accent.. coz what he say oso quite funny.. plus his accent.. funnier.. anyways.. learned the alphabets.. then played some games after.. fun ah..

next was jap.. then met teacher settled some admin stuff then had a fire drill.. after that went back and learned like basic expressions.. quite funny too.. fun ah.. oh well.. i dun regret taking this 2..

anyways. SINGAPORE is super small.
everyone noes everyone.
hahahaha.. right?. Sayonara!

good luck. Fate will help you. You deserve it. =)

`so if i did something wrong please tell me, i wanna understand.

not fated to..

Today, woke up at 7, after sleeping at 5.. watch liverpool arsenal. .4-4 for those that dunno.

anyways.. woke up early, decided to take 15 straight instead of taking 40 or 32 to bedok inter, coz the queue would be super long. then reach school early. bout 8.40 liddat.. then went to get water from the canteen. then met khadijah, i tink i very bastard. coz i totally din see her.. hahahaha!.. only she saw me then call me. then we talk. then i feel even more bastard.. coz i needed to go toilet.. then talk halfway i say i need to go toilet.. then the conversation ended there.. hahahaha.. thenn.. when came out. .wanted to talk to her more.. like feel bad ah.. but i met ly.. hahahaah!.. then talked to her instead.. talk bout the ping pong show.. oh and bout certain ppl.. hahahaha!.. oh yeahh.. chris changed class.. so no more same as damien.. SADDDDDDD.. right damien?.. or chris?.. hahahaha!.. then later ly went to cheers.. then just nice met Jy.. then chit chat with her awhile oso.. then joshua came, i same lecture as him. .then was bout 9 then already.. ly was waiting for cherelle, wanted to wait with her ah..like feel bad leave her alone wait.. so we chit chat.. then she say we better dun late for JAP lecture.. so ya.. left her to wait for cherelle. thenn.. Jap lecture wass.. ookay la ah.. not so bad.. got one part the lecturer say somethign in jap.. then everyone just.. '' ahh okay okay".. then when she say sayonara.. everyone just..''ah blah blah".. then walk off... then after that.. headed over for french lecture.. michelle was with us too. .damn funny la the lecturer.. he ''je habfkasbfbveb".. in french.. all of us blur ah.. me and michelle we laughing coz is really cannot catch mann.. blur until siao.. but quite interesting la... ended lecture, then wanted to head home.. super super tired.. but as i was walking at the overhead bridge.. glad called say he got accepted into TP.. then he having break. .ask wanna meet anot. .so met with him. .sat down chit chat ah.. garner came oso later.. then chit chat.. then later left lor.. oh ya.. met say hai at the CCA fair thingy oso.. huishan too.. other than that.. i guess nothing else.. tmrw until 6.. dieee..

till next time.. au revoir! ( i dun even tink i spelt it right. haha)

`don't doubt yourself, you deserve better. go for it.