oh well

I feel like the stupidest person in the world. Oh well, its for good i guess.

lets see.. today i din go MBS lecture. but april help me take notes. .so not so bad.. anyways.. today had my CDS tutorials.. quite fun i must say.. french was first. din noe anyone there.. when i first saw my tutor. he looked like a typical chinese man. like he learned french or something. but when he started talking. TOTALLY not. he is from france. and he's got a very very strong french accent.. then the lesson was fun.. really. at first i kept laughin at his accent.. coz what he say oso quite funny.. plus his accent.. funnier.. anyways.. learned the alphabets.. then played some games after.. fun ah..

next was jap.. then met teacher settled some admin stuff then had a fire drill.. after that went back and learned like basic expressions.. quite funny too.. fun ah.. oh well.. i dun regret taking this 2..

anyways. SINGAPORE is super small.
everyone noes everyone.
hahahaha.. right?. Sayonara!

good luck. Fate will help you. You deserve it. =)

`so if i did something wrong please tell me, i wanna understand.

not fated to..

Today, woke up at 7, after sleeping at 5.. watch liverpool arsenal. .4-4 for those that dunno.

anyways.. woke up early, decided to take 15 straight instead of taking 40 or 32 to bedok inter, coz the queue would be super long. then reach school early. bout 8.40 liddat.. then went to get water from the canteen. then met khadijah, i tink i very bastard. coz i totally din see her.. hahahaha!.. only she saw me then call me. then we talk. then i feel even more bastard.. coz i needed to go toilet.. then talk halfway i say i need to go toilet.. then the conversation ended there.. hahahaha.. thenn.. when came out. .wanted to talk to her more.. like feel bad ah.. but i met ly.. hahahaah!.. then talked to her instead.. talk bout the ping pong show.. oh and bout certain ppl.. hahahaha!.. oh yeahh.. chris changed class.. so no more same as damien.. SADDDDDDD.. right damien?.. or chris?.. hahahaha!.. then later ly went to cheers.. then just nice met Jy.. then chit chat with her awhile oso.. then joshua came, i same lecture as him. .then was bout 9 then already.. ly was waiting for cherelle, wanted to wait with her ah..like feel bad leave her alone wait.. so we chit chat.. then she say we better dun late for JAP lecture.. so ya.. left her to wait for cherelle. thenn.. Jap lecture wass.. ookay la ah.. not so bad.. got one part the lecturer say somethign in jap.. then everyone just.. '' ahh okay okay".. then when she say sayonara.. everyone just..''ah blah blah".. then walk off... then after that.. headed over for french lecture.. michelle was with us too. .damn funny la the lecturer.. he ''je habfkasbfbveb".. in french.. all of us blur ah.. me and michelle we laughing coz is really cannot catch mann.. blur until siao.. but quite interesting la... ended lecture, then wanted to head home.. super super tired.. but as i was walking at the overhead bridge.. glad called say he got accepted into TP.. then he having break. .ask wanna meet anot. .so met with him. .sat down chit chat ah.. garner came oso later.. then chit chat.. then later left lor.. oh ya.. met say hai at the CCA fair thingy oso.. huishan too.. other than that.. i guess nothing else.. tmrw until 6.. dieee..

till next time.. au revoir! ( i dun even tink i spelt it right. haha)

`don't doubt yourself, you deserve better. go for it.

holidaysss.

Hey ppl!.. haven been updating.. so ya.. here goes..

Sat
Played soccer with send and the rest from bout 12-2 plus?.. then it rained.. so we went to eat.. then yupp. .was funn ahh.. but stamina is like super shitt alreadyy.. then ate and headed home to bathe.. then met send at airport again... send him off.. take care mann bro!.. then headed to ros chalet.. it was fun.. but abit not familiar with the ppl there.. so yeahh.. left after a while.. then played pool.. then homee.. the weather was a bitch.. and i dun really like rainy days.. make me think alot.

Sunday
Sisters bday celebration at guan ho soon.. peranakan restaurant.. food was ALOT. .and filling.. enjoyed it.. was damn bloated after that though.. then.. home to sleep a while.. then met gerald and the rest for dinner at airport swensens.. haven seen him in a while.. happy birthday.. hope u like ur ciggs.. thenn homee.. and sleeep..

Monday
Started watching heroes.. yes.. season 1 episode 1.. and so on. .im slow i noe.. sorry.. hahaha!.. then. .ermmm.. headed to billiard with alson and gab.. lost again.. siann la.. thenn later mahjong.. with Tah.. Say hai and alson.. then won $3.. then yeahh.. thats bout it i guess..

aniwaes.. just wanted to say to some pigg.. cheer up pigg.. though we haven really been talking this few days. .ur blog entries like sad sad one.. CHEER UP!.. smile!.. =)..

thenn.. tmrw is probably slacking and more heroes again.. so yupp.. till then.. YATA!..
days without you feel so incomplete. i miss you!

`This could be the start of something new

STUDY LA JOHN

First, Happy birthday to the 2 girls up there.. :D:D.. love both of you!. :D.. hope you guys have an enjoyable 18th.. =).

Second, for the past month or so, everytime i look at the clock.. it shows like.. 1.11.. 11.11.. 2.22, 3.33, 4.44 that kinda thing.. so yeah. abit freaked out. hope nothing happens

third, I told myself friday is my rest day and sat and sun i will study. guess wad?.. no surprises.. i've studied almost nothing this sat and sunday.. see la.. stupid.. create problems for yourself.. now how?.. tmrw must chiong 2 subjects.. bodoh la john.. hahahaha.. summore gotta celebrate ros bday tmrw.. how now?.. cannot sleep already la tmrw.. aniwaes.. wkend has been pretty much with family.. so yeahh.. not exactly time wasted.. met michelle and chris at TM when i was there with family. .so yeahh.. nice meeting you guys.. =).. thennn.. nothing much elsee..slack slack and more slack i guess.. other than that.. till next time.. cyah.

you can find someone better. =)

i would be happy for you.

i don't tink i'm good enough.

`when she's close to me, anything she ask me to i would.

Study week day 4

I just had the MOST amazing dream ever. i was SUPER SUPER happy. really. much happier than i was when i dreamnt of youknowwho. i felt so comfortable. so awesome. really. it felt so nice. hahahahah.. i shall not elaborate, ask me if you wanna noe more. hahaha!. okay its the last day of study week. i neeed to study econs already. like really. so yup.. cyah peeps.
girl, i know you're reading this.
from last nights dream, i knew that you were the one.
i knew my feelings for you were true.
i know u don't want to get tied down at the moment.
i'm happy where we are as good frens.i understand if u dun wan anithing more.
but if you do,i'll be waiting. :D

`our truest life, is when we are in our dreams, awake

Valentines

happy Valentines day ppl.

hahahaha.. i had my date.. was interestin.. hahaha.. guess who's my datE?.. hahaha.. dentist.. hahahaha!.. oh well.. my teeth feel super clean now.. hhahahaha.. im sadd.. im at home on valentines. .hahaha.. ppl are out with their dates or bf and gf.. hope you guys have fun!.. :D

Happy Valentines to you girl.
Hope you have a good day!.
Sorry about yesterdays post.
If you have an answer,
please, tell me. :D

`knowing you can always count on me, for sure

Friendships, to be kept?

todayy.. i was damn siann.. cozzz.. i had BA in the morning.. until 11.. then i had CDS at 4.. but no one to accompany me.. so i decided to go home.. reached home bout 12.15.. had lunch.. bout 1 i decided to nap.. so i set my alarm and 3.. then i woke up at 3.20.. so i was DAMN DAMN lazy to go psycho already.. BUT.. i msged cherelle.. coz she same tutor as me.. and she said got take attendance.. and if i miss 1 more.. i AP already.. so.. i took a cab down to school.. siann laa!.. hahaha.. aniwaes.. psycho was ookay.. slack all the way.. took a class picc.. then a few other pics.. after lesson. .the corridor seemed so empty.. its like we're the only class having CDS.. headed home.. now here i am.. blogging.. was listening to songs.. and abit emo ah.. but nvm. .hahaha

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`Pour the wine, light the fire, girl your wish is my command