The special one

I somehow feel I've actually typed this post out before. I'm lazy to check my history. If my memory serves me right, I've done this. Well, I'm feeling that same way now. So...... HERE GOES!

Each time you receive a message from that "Special someone", you'll know it. Your day just gets that much brighter, the moment of sheer happiness you feel when you realise the text you received is from that someone. The feeling is indescribable. You take just that few seconds to read it and send a reply. Just one text can make your heart beat faster and faster. The one text can make you feel like every other bad thing that happened in that day just vanishes.

It's a wonderful feeling. It doesn't come by often, sometimes it takes forever for that special someone to reply, but when that very text comes, you just feel that moment of happiness. You realise that no matter how long the person takes to reply, it's WELL WORTH IT!

Each time I receive your text, that's exactly how I feel. It's amazing. What trumps that? When that special someone just drops you a random text on a bad day. Just a simple "how've you been?" It's mind-blowing how easily that one text can change your mood. It's amazing to feel that way each time I pick up my phone and see that the text is from you.

Moving on.....

22nd August. Serving the nation.

As the day draws near, the regrets start to pile up.

22nd August 2011. The day I leave home to join the army.

The date has been made known to me for several months. However, you only start to realise the reality of it all as the date becomes closer. Now it's one week before the day I head down to Pulau Tekong and regrets are pouring in. Not spending my time more wisely, not taking the time to spend it with friends, catching up. As the day grow closer, I begin to regret not letting you know exactly how I feel.

I'm saying this as if the army is gonna be where it all ends. HAHA. It's not. I just realised a lot of things as the date draws closer. A part of me just wants to go into the army feeling like I did everything I want to. In reality, that will never happen.

I'm pretty happy that I spent a lot of time travelling and visiting places I've never been before. I guess there will definitely be regrets. I guess if the feelings are there, army shouldn't change that. 22nd August. This will probably be my last post before going into the army.

So to the FEW readers of this blog, check back in about 2 weeks, I'll try and drop a post in.

Till then...

CYAH AFTER ARMY!

`can't you see that I'm the one who understands you, been here all along.