The title says it all.
I'm crazy about this girl. It's been so long. The thing is, I've let her know how I feel. She made it clear that we should remain friends. We are close friends, some might say best friends. Since she made it so clear, I've said to myself that I'll be her friend.
Even though I love her and I'm crazy about her, I honestly and truly want what's best for her and what makes her happy. Seeing her with another guy may break my heart but when I see that she's happy, I know I'll be happy too. I just want her to be happy. I don't need her to love me. I've told myself that I should try and let my feelings go. I should just be a friend to her.
I've tried. The ironic thing about it all? She's trying to get over a guy and she's having the hardest time doing it. I feel like a useless friend. She's hurting and I can't do crap about it. I really want her to be happy. Even if I'm hurting and my heart breaks, I want her to be happy. I genuinely do.
So if you're reading this Drus, please be happy. You deserve a whole lot better. You really do. You're the most amazing thing that has happened to me. I really and honestly hope you will be happy.
I love you but my love for you is only secondary to your happiness. I just want you to be happy. If N makes you happy, then go for him.
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